Early this morning i thought that i'll have free times,as in the block schedule stated there that in the evening my group will not have any session..but when i walked in into the lecture hall and abt to sit...Farah waved me..she said that we'll have clinical session this evening...i was startled..bcause i didn't read much last night..that makes me feels a bit lazy to attend the clinical...but what to do..
i nodded to her and say "okay",but inside i feel very lazy..haihzz...
After the third lecture this morning i went back to my hostel,nothing really happen...i change my cloth,have lunch,have some internet surfing,solat...then its nearly 2.p.m..its abt time for me to go to clinical teaching..held in 2 intan...i felt like my heart doesnt want to go..but thinking abt that i've ponteng so much sessions make me think twice...i dressed and get ready to go..as usual traffic stealed abt 2-3 minutes...i walked by myself...hmm...then took a lift in the elevator and arrive..it almost 2p.m most of my group member were there.We waited for the doc...before doc came i ask TK what case will we have today...he said stomach ca...hmm...i didnt know much abt that xp...
so i thought the session will be like real teaching session since most of us are not familiar with stomach ca....
then when doc arrive we followed her to the discussion room...i dont know if they called it like that..but since the discussion is held there so i just called it like that...that room is so small and hot...i started to feel not comfortable...
then TK and KH started to present the history of the pt..the pt have quite a lot of S&S...
but i cant really relate it to the ca of stomach...yea maybe i didnt read abt it earlier..then after the presentation the doc ask us 1 by 1...the first 1 she asked was CK..he answered..quite acceptable..then its MH turn...she answered...thenn.....its my turn....the doc asked me what is my diff. diagnosis even i didnt know much i tried..i said perforation.Guess what....she started to nag me...haaa shit!she said that i should answer properly and based on the history..she also said that
i was only guessing...actually i was abt to say that i have no idea..since that she might be angry i
tried to answer her..but she nagged me instead...She continued to nagged...i was getting bored...
i cant barely stare in her eyes....phew....i felt irritated! annoying! Should her,if the students dont know help the students and not blame the student because they dont know...we barely can tell about the pathology...and particularly ca of stomach,and also we students also have our own problems,stress and what not,didn't read yet is not a major problems i think,since there so much notes to cover...and also we didnt have a lecture yet on that..haizzz.... but i endured..there so much more happening....but im too tired to write...enough for a lil bit of shit there!! i'm really pissed!
My advise is if you are a doc later consider others problems.And stop projecting your ego.Its will bring you nowhere but only will give you hatred form others.Also,read your notes b4 any sessions..Xp
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