aRtS oF cRitiSm....

Hujan more than never..

hujan lah weii...
tapi masalahnya...
err ape masalahnye ek?
x de masalh sgt ujan ni...cume dugaan lebih utk org g kuliah..and also study..\ye lah..dah asik ujan..tido centre pon terstimulte..+plak ngn mood movie yg tgh high ni..so...
study plan was stunted..

tenten pye internet ade prob hari ni...ak pon x taw knape..mgkn server down sbb hujan kowt..
is there any chance that correlate hujan ngn server down x?
ak pon konpius....
so ak lepak la kat cc tepi macB..
maju oo..hehe...mehla jguk2 kalu ade mase free..
kpd sape2 yg x bleh study tuh...rilex2 sudah...hahaha...

Good luck!!


eh...makan,tido,makan,tido sedar2 dah nak exam....esok plak tuh...tp bukan
exam 2nd year lar..hehe..exam selanjar 2 utk first year medic & dental...
memangla stressful sket,korang dah 2 slanjar ,kami 2nd year 1 pon blom lagi..tapi,
bile dah lepas kire legalah..bole cuti ehehe..so utk kawan-kawan aku and adik2
kat first year...Good Luck...buat elok2..harapan mak ayah sekalian.....

Rainy day , gloomy day...ToT

Early this morning i thought that i'll have free times,as in the block schedule stated there that in the evening my group will not have any session..but when i walked in into the lecture hall and abt to sit...Farah waved me..she said that we'll have clinical session this evening...i was startled..bcause i didn't read much last night..that makes me feels a bit lazy to attend the clinical...but what to do..
i nodded to her and say "okay",but inside i feel very lazy..haihzz...

After the third lecture this morning i went back to my hostel,nothing really happen...i change my cloth,have lunch,have some internet surfing,solat...then its nearly 2.p.m..its abt time for me to go to clinical teaching..held in 2 intan...i felt like my heart doesnt want to go..but thinking abt that i've ponteng so much sessions make me think twice...i dressed and get ready to go..as usual traffic stealed abt 2-3 minutes...i walked by myself...hmm...then took a lift in the elevator and arrive..it almost 2p.m most of my group member were there.We waited for the doc...before doc came i ask TK what case will we have today...he said stomach ca...hmm...i didnt know much abt that xp...

so i thought the session will be like real teaching session since most of us are not familiar with stomach ca....
then when doc arrive we followed her to the discussion room...i dont know if they called it like that..but since the discussion is held there so i just called it like that...that room is so small and hot...i started to feel not comfortable...

then TK and KH started to present the history of the pt..the pt have quite a lot of S&S...
but i cant really relate it to the ca of stomach...yea maybe i didnt read abt it earlier..then after the presentation the doc ask us 1 by 1...the first 1 she asked was CK..he answered..quite acceptable..then its MH turn...she answered...thenn.....its my turn....the doc asked me what is my diff. diagnosis even i didnt know much i tried..i said perforation.Guess what....she started to nag me...haaa shit!she said that i should answer properly and based on the history..she also said that
i was only guessing...actually i was abt to say that i have no idea..since that she might be angry i 
tried to answer her..but she nagged me instead...She continued to nagged...i was getting bored...
i cant barely stare in her eyes....phew....i felt irritated! annoying! Should her,if the students dont know help the students and not blame the student because they dont know...we barely can tell about the pathology...and particularly ca of stomach,and also we students also have our own problems,stress and what not,didn't read yet is not a major problems i think,since there so much notes to cover...and also we didnt have a lecture yet on that..haizzz.... but i endured..there so much more happening....but im too tired to write...enough for a lil bit of shit there!! i'm really pissed!


My advise is if you are a doc later consider others problems.And stop projecting your ego.Its will bring you nowhere but only will give you hatred form others.Also,read your notes b4 any sessions..Xp

Travian3x...soOOoo addictive!

 Pernah dgr x pasal game Travian ni?

untuk budak2 yang suke online game ni mungkin pernah dengar..
aku sendiri pun ade main...dahsyat sungguh game ni..nampak je mcm bodoh,
tapi kalau dah main...addict wooo..sampai x tido malam...
aku first dgr pasal game ni dr bakaq..katenye palee nagn dewa games a.k.a basyir
ade main...so aku pon try la game ni...
gamenye mudah...x perlu install ape2..cume perlu explorer untuk layari internet...
komputer yang dah nak buang kat laut pon still boleh main kalau still boleh connect
ke internet...konsep die pun mudah...korang diberi sebuah kampung yg kecik...
kat kg tu koranglah penghulu die..

sbg penghulu korang kene majukan kg. tu...buat byk2 ladang,lombong besi,kuari,
kaw. pembalakan and so on..dah byk sumber bolehla korang buat bangunan yang lain..
dgr mcm x mencabar tol tak?jgn nilai lagi...sbnarnya sumber2 ni dpt mengikut waktu sebenar
dunia nyata..cthnya satu ladang ni akan hasilkan 60 hasil dalam satu jam..dan untuk buat bgunan,
cthnya berek tentera korang kena ada 300 hasil dr ladang ,## hasil dr balak,## hasil dr kuari..
maknenye korang kene tunggu la untuk hasil ni ckp...cabaran yg sebenarnya bile kite kene jage kg. ni
dr serangan musuh..musuh nak curi hasil korang ni....nanti korang pon akan curi gak hasil org lain...
selain drpd tu ade jgk fungsi lain spt..berniaga,berpesekutuan dan mcm2 lagi...

ckp byk pon x gune kalau korang x try..haha...
register? just pergi kat website die..makesure main yg malaysia punye..sbnarnya travian ni dah ade byk
pemain diseluruh dunia...statistik die kate hampir 5 juta org men..haihzz..bykkan?
website MYtravian http//:www.travian.com.my

aku sendiri ade main...nilah screen2shot yang sempat aku amik..;)..






Eh kecik la plak gambar nie...na cam ni lah lebih kurang..
!!warning!! sape2 yg x hbs study aku syorkan x yah main..laghoo amat game nih..

i am cruel?

The idea to shift to other pbl come to my mind whenever i think about my pbl...

to think of  it alone will cause me headache for a night..then i go for the basic...
to think about what are the thing that make me really hate my pbl?PBL should be   fun...
well eventhough we are discussing abt diseases,we should have fun since we are actually
try to make application of what we have learnt from lecture and also pbl...
and yet i feel so stressful whenever im abt going to pbl session..that not even being inside the session itself..

in the beginning,theres 2 malay boys and 3 malay girls,and 6 non malays...2 boys and 4 girls..
eventhough the ratio goes abt 60:40 i dont really mind...at least i've friends that i can talk to...
and my non-malays pblmates isnt that really friendly with me..they got their mates that they can talk to..
and not too long in my pbl...1 malay boy leaves for another pbl...and left me a malay boy alone...
and what should i do?i convinced myself that being alone is okay...and i managed to survived for sometimes...
and then i noticed that i rarely speak up in the session..im not saying that im too active but i did speak considerably much in early pbl session..
i wonder why?and if i have any doubt i rarely asked people about it..and being me i prefer to ask
my friend abt the questions that i dont know...but know being a single malay boy had made me 
nowhere to ask..and quite sometimes that the doctor in charge asking why im so quiet.

and i have a feeling that im not being me...if i changed pbl i will leave 3 malay girls behind and nine in total pbl mates...it will be hard for them to handle certain things like cfcs and all...but if i care abt other ppl
will i hurt myself?i dont mind being hurt a bit..but being not me is something that not acceptable since i really
love being myself..yeah i think everybody loves themselves accordingly..if not there will be a lot of fan-man(hang oneself to the fan on the ceiling).But i really care if it actually affect my study habits...and in fact it really did...i cant focus.....really...should i shift??
despite all that i try to think abt others....nevertheless i really need to do something...and i think run away is not the true ways of solving problem..i've identified the problem and will be meeting with pengerusi fasa to talk abt this...i damn serious abt it...it is for our sake...

and dont think that im being racist and all..im not asking from the non-malays because they tend to talk in their language instead of BM or english...what should i do?learn their langguage?nahh forget abt it...i even didn't know if they are bad mouthing me there...Shoot!im not racist!!!!at least i try to.....

Best bwk kete..

kete...kete...kete...haha... petang dalam pukul 2.00 td aku ngan the mighty paijie pegi blajo kete...

wahh best amat...start ngan parking...huish..mule2 gelabah gak...dalm 3-4 kali buat tu beres...yelah kan budak laki mmg cepat bab2 camni...jadi apabile
dah bosan parking kami gi belajar naik bukit plak...mule2  the mighty paijie buat dulu...
phuhh...beliau memang sugguh dahsyat,dengan sekali buat beliau terus berjaya dengan cemerlangnya...aku terpegun jugaklar tgk die...yela kan baru first time buat dah excellent...
mgkn first timer luck kot..hahaha...
aku duduk kat pondok atas bukit tu sementara paijie practices dulu...dalam aku bosan2 tu..aku nyanyi2 sorang2 sambil tengok2 orang lain wat bukit...dalam banyak2 org wat bukit tu ade sorang makcik ni.....agak berumur jugak la..dlm 45++... memang semangat abes aku tgk die...tapi....aku tgk die tekan2 minyak kete undur..tekan2 minyak kete undur...die tgk kat aku..aku tgk kat die...hehe..aku sengih..die pon sengih...
pastu aku dengan spontan memberi smgt kat die..."takpe makcik...cube lagi...saye pon baru belajar jugak"
makcik membalas dengan sengih die yang dahsyat..nampak cili kat tepi gigi palsu die...tapi at least cam aku
mmg ade sifat nak motivasikan org...hehehe bangge diri sket..mgkin aku patut tukar course amik course camne nak jdk motivator..hek3x


pastu makcik tu pon bertenang..ingt step dah trus...wengg...pergi laju turun bukit...lembu lintas...
haha jangan risau...makcik tu x langgar dgn lembu tu...nasib baik lembu tu tgk kiri kanan dulu...
aku pon x paham jugak nape dlm institut memandu ade lembu?byk gak lar..adelar dlm 7-8 ekor...

dah bosan paijie buat bukit die bagi aku plak...aku yg mmg seorang perfectionist ni memang mule2 gabra..
aku xpandai sgt main2 clutch ngan minyak...dah la steering pon hampeh...ntah cekgu aku...bukan nak ajar main clutch nagn steering dulu..jadik aku pun redah je la...first time ats bukit selamat...fuhh excellent waa cakap lu...terdetik rase bangga di lubuk hatiku...ngeh3x...dah confident level up tu aku bwk laju sikit...
nak naik bukit...wengg aku tertekan brek instead of minyak...clutch pon aku x tekan rapat....peh..peh..peh..kete mati....kete megundur perlahan2...aku dah cuak dan gabra...nyaris cekgu ade...
"tekan brek tekan clutch start enjin "kate beliau...haaa..selamat aku lepas brek pelan2...dah agak turun bukit aku start balik...dan aku ulang beberape kali lagi wat bukit...excellennt dah laa ni org utara kata...hehe..
last round tu aku pusing2 litar tu..jumpe lagi dengan lembu yg cube nak lintas jalan...
aku pun tunjuk tanda good kat lembu tu..dengan x disangka2 lembu tu mengeyit sebelah matenye sambil aku berlalu pergi...hairan2 mgkn lembu pun paham kegembiraan kita.....selepas itu...aku dan the mighty paijie pulang dgn gembira...dah pulang layan Need For Speed plak..hehehe....So sesape nak gi KBmall ke Wakaf che yeh ke...Rantau panjang ke buleh la ye suruh aku bawak...kekekkeke....

Too busy to Blog,To lazy to study..haihzz..


Its been a while since ive been updating my blog...well..i had a rough few weeks..struggling and trying to find my strength back....im too lazy..i dont know why?maybe it was induced by some "setan" that cause my laziness centre in knee to be stimulated..

despite all the rough weeks..i managed to survive!..pheww..lucky me...i started regaining my strength since this very early block of GIT or "gastro usus" Xd sound really geli with that "usus" word.I've been the first person to present PE on patient for the fist week...i dont know who was the person i should refer to..maybe i am too shy to ask for help..and maybe i am to proud to ask for help.."dush" hit myself for that..so i ended up studying tally by myself....i clerked a patient with acute pancreatitis...which was in 2 intan...he was 20...well i always look for a young patient toi clerk...believe me it makes thing easier =)...i was happy for a moment...the next day i called the doctor..

The doc that was in charged sound very nice on the phone..it makes me happier..haha...could said i was happy that day...hmm almost..after called him i went again to recheck the patient with AP...guess what? my pt was discharge...OMFG....haihz...need to clerk a new pt?forget it..i will never do that...so i ended yp calling that doc again..i told him everything...he understood me and said that if i did't have any patient also its ok..im happy again....so the next day my friend and i gathered at 2 intan..the doc came...and i was instructed to do PE on the spot..WTH...you were not saying this before...i thouht maybe hw will just asked me abt the finding...i with my confident at ground lvl did the PE..lucky me i did it quite well hahaha....and the good thing is he told me that i could if i want not to send the report..hahaha it was really cool that day...